JANUARY 26.2021 There’s a blessing that came after the storm..Long story as short as possible,i thought that Doyle was the person i paid the 400 dollars to when he and kenny and i were discusing my purchasing both trailers…yesmi stupidly thought i could keep mine and pay for Doyle’s lot too…roughly $800.00 a month,plus electric..realised that sane same day after the meeting that i cant….i messaged him that night, he said i woke him up.he was mad.the next day i messaged him again..this time he said he was at work when he got it and again he was mad.well i simply told him i need to get the money back that i gave to him for the trailer.he got madmsaid he didnt have it,that i signed the receipt and got it from Kenny…well i remembered that he was correct.. so the next day i spoke with Kenny..he said he gave the 400 to sabine river authorities for the trailer space..matt and melissa reminded me later that kenny owns this property so Sabine River wouldnt be getting paid for the lot,,so i got took..then Doyle claimed i owe him for a circuit breaker box that he claims he spent a couple hundred dollars on..and he says i owe him for the installation and the four days i stayed in his trailer while my electricity was out…that adds up to over 200 dollars..he told melissa from the beginning that he was giving me the breaker box cause he cant use it and would install it for nothing..while i was sleeping in his trailer in the afternoon,he installed a box that he went out and bought but didnt tell me ahead of time he was buying it..then he installed it..i didnt know this until melissa told me later that evening ..//Doyle then told me i owe him for the box,the installation and for the 4 days i stayed in his trailer while my electric was out.day before yesterday i confronted kenny outside before Doyle was out and about and was told then,about the 400 dollars being unavailable..the 100 dollars i gave kenny covered my electric bill from last month and this month..so he says..and night before last,melissa told me that doyle gave her his computer because he had recently bought a laptop.he gave her the pcmthe monitor and the printer..she turned around last night and gave them to ME..said i can have them..So tonight about 3 hours ago..or 3 and a half..when i left their trailer to come home,we put the pc and monitor and cables in her truck and she drove them over here and we put them inside..and here i am on a computer and online ,which has been my biggest dream since we were evicted from our apartment..God finally blessed me with a computer and its property of a man that harassed me and treated me like dirt..told me i’m a kook and that kenny was going to evict me and Nan… God gave me the PC that Doyle intended for Melissa to have..he’s doing his best to buddy up to Melissa..Hes too old,not just in years but mentally as well..im thankful to Yeshua for blessing me like this..its been so long since i;ve sat like this ,in front of a pc and monitor and typed on a keyboard online..I sat here falling asleep a few times…but im going to stay up for a long time AND PLAY online…oh my Lord its been so long..you know what..it hasn’t hit me yet exactly what this means…online means my ministry can begin now right away and downloading all my music from mp3million.com…the hard drive has over 230GB of free space my ministry,i can video visit with a therapist at md live,i can stream video of Patches again and record him,i can video and take pictures of the trailer inside,and even outside like videos of the lake and immediate area right outside the trailer..the table area. the store,the bathrooms and shower rooms…i can do everything i was doing in the apartment..all the things ive been wanting to do for over two years.i can buy audio cd’s and roxio software and burn music from my collection on to it..my biggets dream(besides moving in to an apartment) has been answered..come true..i plan to record patches on dvd asap and to buy blank cd’s from amazon and start recording again.i plan to surf the web again..ill be on this machine 6 hours a night i bet like i used to be..gotta write a letter to michael to let him know about this..brb..gotta pee,.,. back.well,i guess now i have to find a permanent place for the pc and monitor..and i have to connect the cam i have in the bedroom on the bed..thank god i have a webcam here..hope it works.and i probably have a microphone..yes i know i do!! i can probably use the mic that fits my transmitter..in fact i can broadcast my music now..i plan to download all my music to the hard drive..about 60 some odd GB i believe in total..i can go to so many sites now..i know that i am probably very overtired because i cant remember off hand so much of the stuff i can do with a pc but i know generally i can think of tons of funs..but right now very little..i really am in need of sleep..but im so thankful that i have a computer again..thank you god..thank you lord..i, know im tired because i can’t even get excited like i should be.i’ll find out soon enough all the stuff i can do with it that i havent done in years..and when it hits me i’ll feel much more excited.i love the lord my god for bringing this computer to me.. a Dell..with an Intel Pentium..inside..tomorow sometime ,i plan to connect my TV to it..a 59 inch monitor!! wow!!well..im going to stop here and proofread..then correct typos and type the time and then check other sites out..write to michael.take some piucs of patches..set amazon to upload my pc pictures that get taken.. ill post again tomorrow night!..i have a pc now to do plenty of videos and pics of Patches before his last days start showing…yayyy,videos of us playing and wrestling!!i can shoot videos from the windows and record us walking,playing and loving each other and having fun..and HE can watch them too!!yeah i wish i wasnt so sleepy right now,,but i yam.. i’ll post later today..Tuesday,january 26,2021,6;30am.
